grow:

Beautiful sunshine on a Friday found me at the local nursery just down the street. I filled a wagon in no time with flowers and herbs for the backyard specifically for around the chicken coop. Fridays will be my only day off during the week now. It's strange. I really had no intentions of working an additional day but after day one at the new gigs, my head and heart knew is the right thing to do. I also had no intentions of ever working at the company I left in 2009 again either. I left thinking that I got this - I can do my own thing.

When I first went back to work - it was if I failed like a dog with it's tail in between its legs. It took me a good year to get over that and it's a good thing I did. It held me back. Not to mention my attitude was less than.

Earlier today I felt a little anxiety. Honestly, Sundays have never been my most favorite day of the week. I don't like the end of good things - home, family and togetherness. I'm working on reducing that anxiety by doing things like early EASY Sunday dinners, early clean-up and early to bed. My alarm will go off at 3:45 am this week.

Truly, I am so grateful. I get to work more and  my work is really exciting right now. Things are happening there that I would not have dreamed of years ago.

Pretty sure that this pretty much sums up what I am trying to say -

"We must be willing to let go of the life we planned so as to have the life that is waiting us".
 - Joseph Campbell.